Heres what I know about me
I'm lost in between words and worlds apart
from where I need to be
And I'm a silly hearted girl
And no one gives a damn
A flat fuck
Or ass of any kind
What I say
People listen when other peoples words float out of my mouth
and to their ears
When I'm on a stage
but everywhere else they put gags in my mouth
You'll create your own version of me
And with the help of blinders
Thats all you'll see
You'll think I'm fascinating
That I complete your everything
You'll wonder how you ever got on without me
Most people think
I'm the most strangely beautiful person they've ever seen
Or ugly as sin with postmarks from hell to prove it
unmovtivated and stubborn as hell
I call myself a progressive free thinking femminist
and you'll find everyway to see that I'm a hypocrite
because its easy to put your fingers down my throat
and much harder to listen for a change
I swear like a sailor
I drink like one too.
you'll need me
And I'll hate it
My pastor said
I have a spitfire problem
My vibrator said
I have seperation anxiety
My ex boyfriend said
I'm probably a lesbian
My best friend said
I understand everything
I hate to wear a bra
And I follow the latest trends
I rarely feel anything
At all.
Except when I cry on the floor
And can't get up
I'll live out my life
Through the versions of myself
People create of me.
I'll scream when I know
No one hears me
No one will really know
The things said here.