Wouldn't you like to know?
Don't ask me. My whole life rearranged itself in a matter of 48 hrs. I sat back and did nothing. It was like i blinked and now nothing's the same anymore. Just when i think there's no hope, it's like i get a smack in the face, a good smack in the face, if possbile, that says "Hey who are you to say there's no hope?" that or i just have really weird twisted luck, anyway, I don't owe anyone an explanation of what is going on, because well just because no matter how hard you tried you'd proably still not understand. But that's okay. I'm a little weirded out by all this change but i'm sure it will get better. I was thinking today, and all i can say is that at least i give people something to talk about. i mean people get so wrapped up in other people's bussiness that they don't even pay attention to their own lives. Jeez, i'm like if i'm such a freak, and people don't like THAT much. then why do people insist on getting involved in my life? i'm convinced that this is one of the great mysteries of the world. oh well, Kendra said today that she likes gossip because her life is uninteresting, which is kind of odd, cuz her life is definately interesting to say the least, but anyway, so maybe that's what it is maybe it just that everyone's life has become so dull that they have to thrive off my junk. oh well. i am done incoherently babbling for today.