Now i know why i never fitted in With you guys
Reply By: carebear07 Posted: Saturday, September 04, 2004
It's kinda funny how people come to you with their problems with Brandon. lol. But hey, at least I haven't asked you what to do about him. You just kinda come upon me with your advice when I don't even ask for it. lol. But, hey, thanks anyways. Yeah, itsn't she nerve racking though? lol. Yeah, me and Sam can't stand her! I can almost say that I hate her, just because of all the crap and bs she's put me through. I think she's the main reason for my depressed moods lately. So, I take it she's not the only girl that calls you?? j/w. I don't know, one of these days i might strangel her or something. I dunno. lol
This is fucking lovely. I DON'T CARE HOW LONG AGO THIS WAS. i just discovered this article today. and i would just like you all to know that i'm just so happy that you all talked about me like this. I'm crying by the way because when i wrote controversy, controversy i had no clue that this article existed. well you know what, screw all of you. Alex, i'm sorry i bothered you but you were the only person that would listen to me. I don't have friends okay, alex, well at least i didn't back then. NONE of you know the hell that was going on my life at that point in time. I attempted suicide about a week after this happened. Luckily i'm still here. I can't believe this. there is so much to this story that none of you could ever possibly know unless brandon or i tell you. I now understand why brandon was afraid to tell me how he felt. i don't think i'll look at any of you guys the same ever again. Right now i keep telling myself it's in the past, but i'm shaking so hard i can barely type. How could you guys talk about me so harshly? What did i ever do to you guys? Alex, i thought of you as a dear friend, now i'm not even sure what to think. I understand that you feel differently now because of that mushy look in you eye everytime you look at me and brandon together. but i just can't get over this. I now know why i'm so different in you guys eyes. because i don't bs people. I want brandon, okay i'm leaving to call him.... sleep tight in your warm little beds....