She's Gone Off The Deep End
Published on December 30, 2004 By NotSoSmellySarah In Humor
Alicia felt the need to express her innermost, pent up rage about sarandon so she wrote an angry email to the Capt. that is how follows and we thought it would make an....interesting article. have fun!!!!

Hey Bruno how are you? Well guess what i am just dandy thank you for asking o thats right I don't exist any more do I ? Of course not cuz now that Sarah and u r together all i am needed for is to carry sarah's books so u two can hold hands. Whop dee freakin Do!!!!!!!!!You never talk about me ne more it's always sarah sarah sarah blah blah blah well this is what i have to say for that Brandon Kyle Costlow I knew all along that you were madly ion love with Sarah but did anyone listen Oh no Cuz I am just Alicia the "other soul sisster" the stupid one but I knew but no one listens to me .O well your loss Don't u remember the calls Sarah and I used to make on your cell and she would make me talk so I would Just state the obvious . That should have been A SIGNAL BUT OF COURSE NOT CUZ I'M ONLY ALICIA "THE OTHER SOUL SISSTER" I think it's time for a new cup of orange juice cuz that one has been left to the cooks that made the nasty spongy pancakes at band camp and I think they threw it out so lets "sarah the lovely "beautiful" (o puhleas), you Bruno "Mr. Heartbreaker", and me "the other soul sisster" make a date to make some brand new better than ever chunckier than ever orange juice. O and sarah says Hi and that we should wear the caution tape again. So i would like to hear what you have to say about this . E mail soon bruno

love me Alicia if you can ever remember me Look what sarah did golly jez how pathetic this is one e Mail that you'll never forget and the lovly sarah isn't the center of the universe in.muahahahahaha aren't i bad. hope this makes you smile .
love alicia"

Comments
on Dec 30, 2004
Wow! She has gone off the deep end hasn't she. But no offense to you two(sarah and brandon), but I'd actually take her side. I know exactly how she feels. She feels like I felt. She feels as if she's left out, and that you two don't want to be her friends, you just want it to be Sarah and Brandon all the way. She told me about the whole book holding thing. If you ask me, that's pathetic. No offense though. I'm sure it's not going to kill you guys not to hold hands for that one time. Wait, i'm not sure it won't, i'm certain. She wants to be let into your guy's life, not shut out as you've been doing to a lot of people. You may not notice it, but I do. Nobody besides Alicia may notice it, but I do. There are times when you two should be left alone, but not 24/7. You need to make time for friends too. Don't shut Alicia out. I remember at the last fb game this season, she came over to me crying. I asked her why and she said it was because you two were calling her stupid and said she had no purpose. How do you think that makes a person feel? Maybe you wouldn't know. Maybe no one has done that to you before. All I'm saying is, is that you two better watch what you're doing. If you haven't read Alex's article he put out today maybe you should. Because it has great advice. It is titled Consequences. Go....read it.

this is all i have to say. But hopefully no offense was taken. I wasn't trying to yell, but state my point and opinion. Rather or not it might help things, I don't know. But I tried.

~carebear~
on Dec 30, 2004
Nope no offense. I do get caught up in my relationship with brandon, only because i care so much. i don't mean to hurt anyone, especially alicia, she's been there for me since the begining, however, if you or her or anyone for that matter had anyone in your life that you cared about as much as i do brandon, and vis versa you would probably do the same thing. To be perfectly honest, i worry about losing brandon a lot, and i would do anything in the world to keep him. I like to be with brandon when it's just me and him, because it's been me, alicia, and brandon since well i started talking to both of them. We all became friends at the same time there has never been a sarah and alicia friendship or whatever, it's sarah, alicia, and brandon. the soul sisters bound by some rather disgusting chunky orange juice. except when alicia was gone for that day at band camp and it was just me and him but i don't count that day cuz he was a senior and had to decorate for the dance during free time and josh came to see me, so for the vast majority of the time its been the three of us. i would like to say that i like how you confronted me, its good to know that your not afraid to check me on stuf anymore. i respect that. I feel left out sometimes too and it hurts, only it hurts worse when you dating the love of your life who's spending a lot of time with your goregous best friend .That's painful and enough to drive a person mad. i'm convinced. oh well i deal the best i know how. alicia's also upset me because she says brandon's filling my head with lies when he tell's me i am beautiful, because she doesn't like me getting positive attention. but oh well, she really did know all along though, all i ever heard is sarah's the one for brandon blah blah blah, he's secretly in love with you blah blah blah and it's good that she was right, but i don't like to admit it. Jinkies, that was a lot.
on Dec 30, 2004
Jinkies? That is awesome! Sorry guys. I know how it feels to be left out too, so don't try to say I've never felt like that. It sucks I know but when you look at it from both sides it's a bit easier to deal with it. Alicia's been really good about sticking around with us but sometimes I just don't want to be a soul sister. I like the Sarandon thing too. I'm not trying to push people away because really my goal is to just get closer to Sarah. I'm sorry if someone or somebodies thinks that I pushing everyone away but I'm not trying to. I just can't help myself sometimes.

I don't think I did very good at finding the words I was looking for but I think you got the idea.

Capt. over and out!
on Dec 30, 2004
Awww, Brandon.....jinkies.
on Dec 31, 2004
Uh, holy shit....she's nuts....Brandon...run, run like you've never run before....don't get around her in a room with weapons, sedatives, or ropes, or we'll never see you again. I thought I knew what obsessive was......damn, that's crazy. Oh, I guess I could see something like that, but not to that magnitude...

Well, anyway...have a nice day:D

~Zoo