So basically this is how it goes, I don't think I can ever leave my house again. I have to stay home because my mom wants me too. She wants me to talk about my feelings and of course she can not know my feeling because it would hurt her and the derranged stranger formerly known as my father. To be perfectly honest, if i don't like get out for a decent amount of time i think i'm going to go psycho on someone. So if any of you ever get the urge to kidnapp me feel free to. I was going to have Kinjruh kipnap me but her phone's busy, so i'm stuck here. In short i want to scream and hurt something. My little sister has been gone since yesterday but i, it's all no sarah you can't go you have to stay here and talk about your feelings. if i hear one more word about feelings.... all i hear is don't bottle it up, well what am i supposed to? tell him that i dont ever want to live in the same house with him ever, and as far as i'm concerned he's not even my father. he hurt my mom and sister and no one gets away with that. He's here again. AHHH. when hes here to pay that bills or whatever he just acts like nothings wrong. i want to strangle him. I think my moms going to let him move in again. I HATE THIS GET ME OUT OF HERE. i'm almost to the point where if he moves in, i move in...with my aunt. because i can not stand him. so someone please rescue me. i do not want to live with a stranger.