And What I Love About You
I hate my anger problem
And I hate that Alex is the one i USUALLY explode to even though he just asks a simple question
I hate that i love and despise people at the same time
I hate that i'm a brat and i'm stubborn
I hate that I forgive everything even those things that shouldn't be forgiven
I hate that I can't trust anyone
I hate that I can't stand on my own,
I hate that i can't control my parents actions
I hate that i can't go back and change my past
I hate that i can't think "straight" or couldn't i should say, i'm i have perfectly good hetrosexual thoughts now that i'm with brandon
I hate that i have like a billion things in common with Rich
I hate that i can't tell my mom how i feel
I hate that i get mad at God even though its not His fault
I hate that i can't express anger well
I hate that i don't smile enough sometimes
I hate that i still look like i'm twelve and i have crooked lips
I hate that sometimes i don't stick up for myself, and sometimes i just spaz out and confuse everyone myself included
I love how my problems disolve when you walk by and grab my hand
I love how i can snuggle up to you and say something stupid and you give me that "oh sarah" look
I love how you took my hand when we were close and how you still do
I love how you smile at me for no reason at all
I love how you ask completely irrelevant questions
I love how you don't mind my "mash potato" habits
I love how laugh with me,
I love how you "poke fun at me"
I love how you stare into my eyes
I love how you kibosh everything i hate so much about myself
I love that you put up with me
I love how you put you arms around me
I love how you make me feel like the only girl in the entire world
I love how you blush when i sing bizarre songs to you in front of everyone
I love you listen to me and how i can tell you anything
I love how you write me cute letters
I love how you treat me like a princess
I love how you call me princess
I love how you spoil me with being so nice
I love how you make me smile
And even when you make/made me cry
I love how you yell at alex when he gets that mushy look in his eye
And kendra
And shaun
I love how you see me for who i am and not what i want to be
I love you for who you are
And you love me for what is me