Finding my morality,
A nasty suprise,
For I had wasted my life in wishes,
Some for myself,
But mainly for others,
Her infinite pain,
I needed to cease,
But i just could not,
No matter how hard i tried,
I saw through her fake smiles,
And all i could do was hold her,
So many wishes and prayers for him,
I saw his great sorrow,
Mourning for the loss of a related stranger,
I wanted to make it all go away,
But all I could say,
Was that i would listen,
So you see
My pain is not relevant,
As it may seem,
The anger just wont go away,
For the derranged stranger i lived with for so many years,
For the betrayal that i had hence seen,
For the vunerablity and helplessness i had once known,
Like a dear old friend,
And my temptress suicide,
Who would drop by in the middle of the night,
With depression by her side,
To whisper word into my ear,
But mainly my anger is for So many friends, and stranger alike,
Hurting much worse than i,
And nothing i can do to make it go away,
But i would gladly devote my whole life,
To giving them something of worth.