What's with the poetry trend, sad to say but mines a lot different
Published on February 1, 2005 By NotSoSmellySarah In Personal Relationships
He is the skeleton in my closet,
The cold lifeless cadaver in my trunk,
His faces still haunts me,
His laughter ringing in my ears,
His presence plagues my dreams
Creeping like the still small voice in my head,
Late at night,
I am vunerable again
There i can still feel him
And I am suffocating again,
He told me he "loved me"
And gave me back my heart,
Rotten and soiled with tears,
As I made scars to heal the pain,
Paranoia choked the trust out of me
Paradoxy making me confused,
Alone and misused,
MAKE THE BLEEDING STOP
Inject it in my veins
Some new drug to numb the pain
So I wont have to feel anymore,
I don't want to feel,
I don't want to be real,
He was dead to me,
Ressurected in haste,
Trust becomes a waste,
MAKE ME THE PREDATOR
NOT THE PREY
KEEP TELLING YOURSELF THAT IT WAS THAT WAY
I'm not the one holding the knife,
The past embraces me
As i drown in the extremity
Of my own bleeding heart.

Comments
on Feb 01, 2005
what can I say? i'm sorry you have those dreams and fears. hopefully, with all the friends you've got that are eager to help you'll find some haven in all this.

the poem was well written. nice work sarah.

Capt. over and out!
on Feb 01, 2005
The life we spend,
wasting away to the beat,
of a drum, from a false friend
would be better spent knowing that
what we have is better than that.

Don't cry, and don't lose hope. There are people that would give their lives to save yours. There are people who will love you more than he ever could. Just remember not to push away when you hurt, that we're here for you.

Alex
on Feb 02, 2005
You're poems are different I guess. But I still like them. This one was a well written poem.

We're here for you Sarah.

~carebear~
on Feb 02, 2005
Thanx guys....
on Feb 02, 2005
Alex~ Thanks for that quote I love it, and it really somes up what this is really about...
on Feb 02, 2005
I loves it !!! i have a tear ! I LOVE YOU !!!!!
on Feb 02, 2005
I loves it !!! i have a tear ! I LOVE YOU !!!!!
on Feb 03, 2005
Well, the poem was excellent....even though it's not written about a desirable topic. Hopefully you'll be able to get through this with the help of Brandon and Us(The super friend team squad thingie).....you know we're all there for you. You needn't worry about any past unpleasantries....I'm sure Brandon and I could dispose of your "troubles"{(if he needs backup of course )...even Alex can help when he gets better }