What am I doing to Better Society?
I'm trying to think of my gym class as a mere lesson in social darwinsim. I hate gym, I still argue that I am athletically challenged. Like i really care that i can't hit a stupid ball over a stupid net. It's such an idiotic waste of my time. I mean I know they want to to be healthy, but please. Anyway, my P.E. class has all the basic princples of natural selection, the biggest dumbest jocks and the cutest athletic girls go first. Then the mediocre, and then well the people like me. I am trying to remain postive but it's really hard when only three of the thirty two kids in the class know of my existance.
In astronomy today, we talked about Einstein and Newton and how much they contributed to the science/math world, and how they changed the way EVERYONE looks at things. I'm not a genius so it frustrates me to know that I probably will never get to do that. I want to change the world. It is my biggest aspiration in life. I want to help people, but I'm not sure how to, because i don't have a lot of reasources. I look at high skool and all the pettyiness and i wonder if people know that around four million men and women have died in the congo over in africa in six years, and we're turning our backs on them. That genocide still occurs. That pedophiles have been taking advantage on the vunerable children for pornography in sri lanka after the tsunami, and we are doing nothing. We would rather sit back in our comfort zones in our little world that we have made for ourselves and ignore hurt and hunger. We reading about the holocaust in conkel. I gives me great pain to think that america did nothing.
As much as I want to make the focus of my life, other people's lives. Stupid things keep getting in the way.