Alex can relate to this one
Published on March 9, 2005 By NotSoSmellySarah In Misc
You said "theyre too good for me"
And maybe you were right,
Maybe you hate them out of instinct,
But probably out of spite,
When you can nearly hear there whispers,
ANd nearly feel the knife,
(you can feel it tickishly scratching the skin of your back)
You wonder whats next, what new drama will cause them to thrust the knife in you and wrench out all of you,
Peace is just a lie,
A eutopian concept,
Thats trying to be applied to an anarchal state,
When you reach the edge there's nothing you can do,
But jump
And wonder the whole time why you did.

Comments
on Mar 10, 2005
Hmm.....it seems to describe the tension....but, I think it's over....I mean....is anyone actually caring about this anymore? I'm just tired of it....really tired....for a long time, I'll still be a shoulder to cry on....for that is my one mission in life. I don't want to have to be troubled by this anymore....but I also don't like to burn bridges.....I suggest during this time, if somethings hurts you...sever it from you life, that's it....that will definately stop the drama, stress, depression...whatever....remove it, isolate it, ignore it. If that doesn't work, well...then I'm out of ideas...I've tried the peace rally, negotiations, now it's just time for people to go their seperate ways. It's probably the only solution, so, if you're pissed at someone just keep minimal contact if any.....that's all I have left, guys....that's all I have left.

~Zoo
on Mar 10, 2005
This is really about how i felt, at the beginning of the school year, and how sometimes the feelings come back to haunt me. But it still applies.