Some jr. high girl the other day heard me singing, which i have a tendancy to do. I don't really think anything of it, I've been singing before i could talk. Not well, but decent enough i think to get me through musicals in my career as an actor or whatever. But anyway this girl was all like "talent show..blah, blah" I thought it was possibly the most riddiculous thing i had ever heard. So I dragged her over to meet my friend Tia, now she's a singer. better than any female i've ever heard in person. Not me. She sings i just stand there out of the spotlight and tell myself that someday I'll be winning Tonys. Not Oscars. No movies for this chick, anyways I'm not a singer. I don't have the capabilities that other do. But I did sing a lot in church til my voice got strong , then my wonderful parents ripped me out of that church. Thats not the point.
Life isn't fair. It blows sometimes. I have a dream, a dream of acting from now until i die. It's all i've ever wanted. I will do anything to be onstage, and it's being taken advantage of. As much as i hate feeling like a heroin addicted Easter Bunny, I'm still onstage, and that's all i've ever wanted.