Perhaps i'll try again
Published on January 12, 2005 By NotSoSmellySarah In Misc
All i can say is, that if you don't shut up, i'm going to get angry and it is not going to be pretty. Okay, i tried to be nice and make the friendship thing work, but you know what, i don't care right about now. I'm sorry that the world doesn't revolve around you, and if you don't stop what youre doing then i'm going to have to scream, but being a god fearing women i can't scream the obscenities that are running through my mind. Can you just let the drama go please? Its hard enough on one of my best friends going through this crap, without you there to make it worse. SO STOP IT. It ticks me off, because i hurt more for her then i do for myself. You know why brandons "yelling at you" because its about time he did. I'll tell you why, he sat back and took crap from you for the past six months or so, and i don't think he should take it anymore. And could cut the "i'm not girly, so the guys will want to hang out with me" crap, it's getting old.I'm sorry that i'm blunt, but you know what i have to be, because i'm going mental. I know that you want to be supportive of me, and thats all fine and dandy, but i don't need that, what i need you to do is stop with the "lets start some drama" bs cuz that is getting old as well. I tried to get through to you but its not working. I have a lot of anger welled up inside of me, and it's lashing out at you, for that i will apologize. But for everything else. deal with it. Shaun said i was a bitch the other day, and so be it , i don't even care if you think that. So run of to your little friend and say what ever you want, cuz i can't take anymore.
Oh and might i recomend that you read "Walden and other Essays About Civil Disobediance" by Thoreau

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on Jan 13, 2005
Is this about me? Because if so, I'm confused. I'm pretty sure it is. But if it is i don't think you know everything.

~carebear~
on Jan 13, 2005
Yeah, it is. That's about it.

Capt. over and out!
on Jan 13, 2005
Ok, you know what really makes me mad? Well lets see, bringing on drama......humm....i don't think so. All I try to do is help people and they just obviously think it was my fault that there's drama there. And the world doesn't revolove around me and I don't want it to. You know, maybe you should take a walk in my shoes sometime. Everyone thinks they know how my life is! It pisses me off. I know you guy's lives aren't perfect and all, but all im saying is that most of you probably have it better than i do. Oh and how am I making your best friends life worse? I would like to know who you're talking about. Don't just assume I know. Oh and the "i'm not girly, so the guys will want to hang out with me" you know, I'm the only girl in my family. Just about all of my cousins are guys I have two brothers. I'm sorry I'm not "girly" enough for you. I can't help it. I've been a tom boy for my whole life. It's not like it's easy for me to change that. See like I said you assume things before you really know the truth. Just because Brandon tells you something you think he knows what he's saying. Well I'm sorry but half the time he thinks he knows things about me but he doesn't. I thought I could trust him not to tell him things that I said. Well i guess I was wrong. I guess he's a liar and now he can't keep a secret. Ok, if you don't want support then why tell people about it? Why? If you tell people they're going to support you ya know. I mean WTF ever. If you want to hate me go ahead. I'll move on. And no, I don't think you're a bitch ok. Just thought you might like to know that before you assume i think that too! So I'm sorry for being me ok. Do you want me to be something I'm not? I mean come one what's the deal here. Oh, and speaking of drama. What in the hell would you like to call this article. It's just bringing more in. Sounds like a hipocrite(sp?) to me. What do you think?

~carebear~
on Jan 13, 2005
How on earth is it that I'm telling her things I said I wouldn't? I don't think I have done any such thing. If I have maybe you could inform me? Not here, because this isn't the place for it. Last time I checked I've been as honest with you as I have with everyone else. You know the reason why I lied to you once, and that's the only time. Did I really suddenly become the guy that THINKS he knows what he's saying but really doesn't just because it's not what you want to hear? Last time I checked you were the one that always ran around agreeing with everything I said on here before.

Just because you think life's bad for you, you don't have any reason to say that you're better because your life is more sad and you think you need some sympathy. Life isn't perfect for anyone here and it won't be in this life. Maybe when you realize others come before yourself you'll also realize that you have more friends that can tolerate what you call helping them.

Obviously Sarah has some reasons for thinking your adding to the stress and I assume that's because those people you are "helping" aren't apreciating it.

Let me put this in the words I think will be most clear... Sometimes your attitude is too much for me to handle. If you know how many other secrets I have to keep because people don't want you to know you'd understand why I (not just sarah) am frustrated right now.

Capt. over and out!
on Jan 13, 2005
Q:WHY CAN"T WE ALL JUST GET ALONG?

A: (plese submit a statement to esponge my confussion on the unconfirmed questions that preceed my misunderstanding of this cliched phrase.)

love and sum other stuff
-kinjruh-
on Jan 13, 2005
OK, for one, i don't think i come before others! God! Why do you people think i think that! I don't!!!!!!!!!!! Stop thinking that!!!!! Ok, the other night when you, shaun and i were talking i told both of you to not tell anyone what we talked about, well sarah found out somehow, and im guessing its b/c of you. Some of the things you say aren't true either, but yet you think they are. I'm sorry about my attitude, it's the way i am, i can't change for your benifit, i'm sorry..

~carebear~
on Jan 13, 2005
I'm with Kendra on this one... what's going on here? Why is everyone so mad?

Don't be mad! Be Emo! *Crys*

If anyone could help me out wit this one, I'd be greatful....

Peace,

Beebes
on Jan 13, 2005

Children, children!  Come on now!  Are you young adults, or are you infants?  From your ages, I'd want to say that you're young adults...but from what I've seen flying back and forth on the forums recently...well, it's immature, to say the least.


You all live in the same town (or vicinity).  You all go to the same school.  Some of you are in the same organizations.  Can you not talk about this in relative privacy?  Do you have to air every single piece of dirty laundry on the internet for god-knows-who to see?  Do you understand that this site is syndicated to Google, and do you understand the ramifications of that?


Please, guys....get a grip.  Almost every article you write recently is about how you don't like each other and can't get along.  I want to see the kind of stuff that you used to turn out....some of it was pretty good.  Can we not go back to that, please?

on Jan 13, 2005
Good point dharma!

I'm also thinking that it's a good point to bring up... we used to write good things. I still try to write good things. Most of us, including me, have strayed from that so we can argue without looking at each other....

Peace,

Beebes
on Jan 13, 2005

Most of us, including me, have strayed from that so we can argue without looking at each other....


Here's a good rule of thumb...if you're too angry to talk to someone face to face, then you're too angry to talk to them anywhere, anytime, be it online, on the phone, or whatever. 


Blogs are for venting, this is true.  However, you have the option of making your articles private, not allowing responses on them , or simply not posting them to the forums.  You can still let fly here, but the whole world doesn't have to see it.

on Jan 13, 2005
But, I've been writting just like I used to, just not as often. I hope you weren't saying that about me. Were you? If so I'll try and see what I can do.

Now, exactly what did I tell her? That you like Alex? No, you've told others previously. Maybe you didn't realize it but you have. And you told everyone without saying anything. It's just the way you act.

Capt. over and out!
on Jan 13, 2005

I hope you weren't saying that about me. Were you?


No, not exactly...but you let yourself get dragged into it here, and I hate to see that.  It's hard to argue online...you can't hear the tone or inflection in a person's voice, and a lot of stuff gets misinterpreted because of that.  It's really better all around if you can have a conversation face to face.  That way, no-one's confused...

on Jan 13, 2005
Oh, and before people start flipping... the news was already out. I didn't just turn backstabber right then.

Capt. over and out!
on Jan 13, 2005
This is why i never expressed my feelings before, i get what you say dharma, alex and brandon. It was in a spontaneous angry burst.
on Jan 13, 2005
i'm sorry to disapoint you. i'll try not to let it happen anymore. thanks for the advice, and i hope others are taking it too. *wink* *wink*

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