Thoreu, one of my favorite people EVER, said "men live lives of silent desperation" Which in my terms means, shut your mouth, because you have no clue what's going on in people's lives. You are not the victim so shut up and stop making things worse for people. Don't joke about stuf that cause people potenial pain, would it hurt you if you had gone through it, but oh then it would be all " OH Please feel bad for me" so just stop it, okay. Everyone stop it. Stop the drama cuz i can't take it r...
So basically this is how it goes, I don't think I can ever leave my house again. I have to stay home because my mom wants me too. She wants me to talk about my feelings and of course she can not know my feeling because it would hurt her and the derranged stranger formerly known as my father. To be perfectly honest, if i don't like get out for a decent amount of time i think i'm going to go psycho on someone. So if any of you ever get the urge to kidnapp me feel free to. I was going to have Ki...
First of all i would like to say that i dont want no one to feel sorry for me. I don't need your pity, i have friends that are going through a lot worse right now and i want to be there for them first and foremost. So this isn't about me feeling sorry for myself: I just need to express my feeling about what i'm going through right now. Okay yesterday after Alice practice, i come home to find my mom crying in the doorway, which scared the crap out of me. My mom never cries, well hardly ever ...
The weirdest thing happened the other day, I was just talking to Brandon and listening to this cd and all of the sudden I had a revelation. I feel beautiful. I wanted to dance, and sing, smile, laugh and cry all at the same time. Sam said the same thing a while ago. But I've never felt beautiful in all my sixteen years. Like my walls came crumbling down. It was as if that person i've been harboring inside of me for so long burst out. I've wore a mask for the past three or four years, hiding w...
Could you bleed a little bit more for me? A little more of the blood shed on calvary, I tried so hard to please, The wrong people did i appease, I stumbled from grace, Now i find myself in the holy place, Meet me here, Take away my fear, Make my heart beat with yours, Wash my shame away on your distant shores, Saturate me with your spirit and love, The things I need from up above, Diminsh my doubt, Help me figure out what my life is about, Take away my sin, Or otherwise i will ...
Alicia felt the need to express her innermost, pent up rage about sarandon so she wrote an angry email to the Capt. that is how follows and we thought it would make an....interesting article. have fun!!!! Hey Bruno how are you? Well guess what i am just dandy thank you for asking o thats right I don't exist any more do I ? Of course not cuz now that Sarah and u r together all i am needed for is to carry sarah's books so u two can hold hands. Whop dee freakin Do!!!!!!!!!You never talk about...
Alicia felt the need to express her innermost, pent up rage about sarandon so she wrote an angry email to the Capt. that is how follows and we thought it would make an....interesting article. have fun!!!! Hey Bruno how are you? Well guess what i am just dandy thank you for asking o thats right I don't exist any more do I ? Of course not cuz now that Sarah and u r together all i am needed for is to carry sarah's books so u two can hold hands. Whop dee freakin Do!!!!!!!!!You never talk about...
Okay i told brandon that i was the one who started that whole things to do before you die thingy last year so i thought i would share mine with you...now i've already done some of them. and some of them you might not understand but that's okay.. The whole igloo thing in the rain ( um...i think some of you might know about this one, i'm pretty sure shaun heard about while eaves dropping during spanish last year) if you don't what i mean you can either ask me and i might tell you, or you can...
Well, how was everyone's christmas? mine was lovely, I got my baby as it is now called. My acoustic guitar, it is gorgeous, and i've dragging it all around the house, playing it constantly. So much that my fingers are killing me, and it kinda hurts to type but oh well. I even wrote a little song which i'm whipping up the lyrics too. so exciting. Brandon better watch out he may cheat on me with a book, but my acoustic's looking pretty darn good....j/k. Anyway so i got that and a violin (among ...
I was just thinking about life today. I have fallen into a trap where I let my life be consumed just like everyone else's by what people think or at least thought of me, and who's liking who and whatnot. There is so much more to life then fighting over boys, puhleez, it's not worth risking friendship over, *okay it was kinda of in my case because i wasn't really good friends with them* but i think me, ashley, and stacey are starting to figure this whole thing out. I have to stop letting mysel...
Okay after some quick research just to be sure, it is me and brandon's one month aniversary. (to be honest i have not the slightest clue where he is or what he's doing and i haven't talked to him all day. getting ansy, but that's just a natural defense mechanism after being cheated on for the past four or five years.) I was reflecting on what i've been through to be with him and how far we've come as a couple. It doesn't seem like it's been a month but the calendar says otherwise. No one know...
Reply By: carebear07 Posted: Saturday, September 04, 2004 It's kinda funny how people come to you with their problems with Brandon. lol. But hey, at least I haven't asked you what to do about him. You just kinda come upon me with your advice when I don't even ask for it. lol. But, hey, thanks anyways. Yeah, itsn't she nerve racking though? lol. Yeah, me and Sam can't stand her! I can almost say that I hate her, just because of all the crap and bs she's put me through. I think she's the mai...
Okay, i'm feeling really spazy, i haven't talked to brandon all day, you guys know how i get. I'm feeling rather anxious right about now. This site happens to be my favorite place to just let all my spazy feelings out. Hmmm.... so yeah i'm relatively bored with nothing to do, no one to talk to, but i'm sure i'll be fine. The Holly Dance was fun. Shaun SHOULD have been there,he could have kept Brandon company. Well during band friday i did the new and improved yeast song. Only the first vers...
Today at lunch before i went to practice the new and improved yeast song, i heard alex explaining to shaun why people read the bible and i thought it would make a good article. Having read the whole thing, I think it justifiable that i can write about it. Alex used the example of 1 Cor. 13 which is an amazing part of the bible, it enpowers me everytime i read it. I read it because it is appliable to my life. It is the ultimate definition of love, when i say i love someone it is by those stand...
Okay, so i've been a little angry all day about a somewhat touchy subject, so i decided to write about it. but before i start i would like to say that I DO NOT THINK I AM FAT> if i so much as get one reply about "oh sarah, youre not fat, now i'm fat....blah blah blah" there shall be hell to pay!!!!!! Now that's said, i need to state my opinion on this matter. Most of you don't know me very well, sarandon obviously knowing me the best, but I will firstly admit that i do indeed have a problem w...